second TITIK!!

2. being goofy, childish, or laughing loudly is NOT STUPID!! IT'S THERAPEUTIC!!
I thought I knew this.....but I didn't!!! Can you yell an embarrassing word at the top of your lungs for the fun of it?! Well, after several attempts in a non-crowded restaurant, I triumphed!! Thus I now KNOW what it is like to be goofy AND childish for no reason, no bets to be won, just for the sake of laughter. It was refreshing, honest and one step toward being free. Of course, for the mature that might be reading this, I do know the boundaries and lines that should not be crossed for manner's sake. I do rather enjoy going to restaurants, and would like to continue to be allowed in them!!